Wow!! Perfect timing with this as im praying on what to do trying to kick this habit! It has been such a hard week trying to get clean and I used again today just to stop the insanity in my head and pain on my body, and the crazy dreams, when I do actually sleep! Addiction is very all or nothing..I cant just ween myself off of this ..I just need to be done and I was doing so good until about day 5 or 6 and I cant find it in my physcial or emtional self to do this another 7 to 13 days. So im literally praying to God to show me what to do here and immediately this pops up on my phone! I dont know what I am suppose to take from it yet but obvious its something...there has to be something God put on this planet, away from drugs that rehabs and hospitals want to give you, to help detox off strong narcotics that helps cut away the time of recovery and the harshness it does to your over all "being"....i just need to figure it out because I know in my heart many more are going to rush to get clean soon, and I just want to be able to point any one of these elect, where to go to be able to get the help naturally. Help that they cant do this on their own, but away from rehabs, what I consider personally, just another way to keep people thinking they are sick with disease, and allow people to unknowingly make themselves their own God with programs like AA...leave it up to God to of course..bring me back to Tudor's podcast
Wow!! Perfect timing with this as im praying on what to do trying to kick this habit! It has been such a hard week trying to get clean and I used again today just to stop the insanity in my head and pain on my body, and the crazy dreams, when I do actually sleep! Addiction is very all or nothing..I cant just ween myself off of this ..I just need to be done and I was doing so good until about day 5 or 6 and I cant find it in my physcial or emtional self to do this another 7 to 13 days. So im literally praying to God to show me what to do here and immediately this pops up on my phone! I dont know what I am suppose to take from it yet but obvious its something...there has to be something God put on this planet, away from drugs that rehabs and hospitals want to give you, to help detox off strong narcotics that helps cut away the time of recovery and the harshness it does to your over all "being"....i just need to figure it out because I know in my heart many more are going to rush to get clean soon, and I just want to be able to point any one of these elect, where to go to be able to get the help naturally. Help that they cant do this on their own, but away from rehabs, what I consider personally, just another way to keep people thinking they are sick with disease, and allow people to unknowingly make themselves their own God with programs like AA...leave it up to God to of course..bring me back to Tudor's podcast